EXCESS ESTROGEN is not a guidebook.
It’s a filthy little slap across the face.
This ebook drips with visibility, femininity, shame, desire, and power — written from the kind of body that walks in tits-first, heels high, glossy lips, sheer dresses catching light like a threat. This is not science. This is not activism homework. This is lived, leaked, stared-at reality — scribbled somewhere between a grope-that-lingers-too-long look and a judgment that thinks it’s subtle.
These essays live in the uncomfortable gap where people can’t decide whether they want to fuck you, fear you, or pretend you don’t exist. Where your asscheeks become a political statement. Where your cunt — metaphorical, literal, symbolic — becomes the thing everyone wants controlled, hidden, softened, explained.
This book is about what happens when softness turns dangerous.
When curves become accusations.
When femininity refuses to behave and starts leaving fingerprints on rooms.
It’s about being seen too much. Desired quietly. Judged loudly.
And choosing, again and again, to stay visible anyway.
Sharp, funny, furious, and intimate, EXCESS ESTROGEN is for filthy sluts, opinionated whores, and unrepentant motherfuckers who already understand this: excess isn’t a mistake — it’s the whole fucking point.
EXCESS ESTROGEN
For Sluts, Motherfuckers, and Anyone Too Visible for Polite Society
Sunaina Prajakt
AUTHOR SPEAKS
I didn’t write this book to educate anyone politely.
I wrote it because my body kept entering rooms before my consent did — tits announcing me, heels narrating me, shame nowhere on the guest list.
I am not interested in respectability politics or palatable stories that let people feel progressive without feeling uncomfortable. I write about what really happens when people look too long, stand too close, imagine too much — and then realize, with horror, that I’m not embarrassed by any of it.
EXCESS ESTROGEN is me refusing to shrink my body, my mouth, or my presence to protect anyone else’s fragile comfort. I’m done explaining why gloss-sheer dresses aren’t apologies, why confidence isn’t consent, and why being filthy-visible doesn’t make me available — it makes me powerful.
If you’ve ever been told you’re too visible, too slutty, too feminine, too loud, too much —
good.
You’re exactly the kind of bastard this book was written for.
Read it like a dare.
Read it like a mirror.
Read it like something you weren’t supposed to touch.
Just don’t expect it to behave.
PREFACE
Welcome, sluts, motherfuckers, and everyone who ever got in trouble for existing too loud.
This book is not a bedtime story. It is not a self-help manual. It is a warning, a tease, and a weapon.
Excess estrogen doesn’t mean pills, injections, or anything your doctor might prescribe. I’m not a doctor, a scientist, or anyone you should listen to about your body.
I am a body in space, a voice in rooms you weren’t supposed to notice, a set of curves and confidence too sharp for polite conversation.
This book is for the hungry, the curious, the dangerously visible, and anyone willing to sit with their own reflection and blush — or burn.
If you’re faint of heart or faint of moral courage, put this down.
You won’t survive Chapter 1 otherwise.
CONTENTS
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- Estrogen Made My Tits Enter the Room Before I Do
- Slutty Dresses Are a Language, Not an Invitation
- Passing Is a Dirty Game and I’m Winning
- Everyone Wants a Trans Girl Until She Knows It
- Big Tits, Small Patience
- Estrogen Turned My Walk Into a Rumor
- Bathrooms, Backrooms, and Other Holy Places
- The Dress Gets Smaller, the Stakes Get Bigger
- When They Realize I’m Not Ashamed
- Excess Is The Whole Fucking Point
- Feral Add-ons
DEDICATION
To the sluts who were told to behave
and chose to misbehave in heels.
To the trans girls who leaked femininity everywhere
and never apologized for the mess.
To the bodies that made rooms uncomfortable
just by existing correctly.
To the ones who were stared at, whispered about,
wanted quietly, judged loudly.
To every motherfucker who learned
that shame is optional and visibility is a weapon.
This book is for you.
And for anyone who wanted you smaller — and failed.
DISCLAIMER
This book is a work of personal nonfiction and creative expression. The views, opinions, and experiences shared are those of the author alone and are presented for literary, cultural, and reflective purposes.
EXCESS ESTROGEN does not provide medical, psychological, legal, or professional advice.
Any references to hormones, bodies, gender, sexuality, or identity are metaphorical, experiential, and narrative in nature. Readers should not interpret any content as guidance regarding health, transition, treatment, or personal decision-making.
The author and publisher are not responsible for how readers choose to interpret or apply the ideas discussed in this book.
CONTENT WARNING
This book contains adult themes and language, including but not limited to:
- Sexuality and desire
- Profanity and explicit language
- Discussions of bodies, gender expression, and visibility
- Social judgment, objectification, and power dynamics
- Personal reflections that may challenge norms around shame and respectability
Recommended for mature readers (18+).
If you are uncomfortable with explicit language, sexual themes, or unapologetic self-expression, this book may not be for you.
BOOK DETAILS
- Book Title: Excess Estrogen
- Subtitle: For Sluts, Motherfuckers, and Anyone Too Visible for Polite Society
- Author: Sunaina Prajakt
- Format: Ebook (Digital PDF Download)
- Language: English — intimate, and emotionally unfiltered
- Genre: Personal essays · Cultural commentary · Sexual politics · Feminine rage & desire
- Length: 60 pages of concentrated hormonal chaos
- Availability: Instant digital download upon successful payment
- Access: Secure, private, and discreet (but the content is not)
- Price: INR 699
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